Ephemeral brainwaves

What is it in hopelessness that draws me to you.. The resonating senses and feelings of blue.. Entering the world of gloom and woes.. I shall overcome the lows.. What is it in rejection that makes me start all over again.. The hopes and apprehensions of getting strain.. Moving into the darkness of the world. I shall not hide and remain unfurled.. What is it in those tears that takes me back in time.. The warmth and indifference of your chime.. Transporting back and forth in present and past.. I shall hold onto whatever will last..

Jingling and juggling between happy and sad.. Waking up each morning envisaging a day that won't be bad.. Taking steps towards the unknown with faking a tad.. Sliding past ruins of old days without being mad.. Struggles become less with each passing day.. Sunshine pours out from the abode of blues and gray.. Hold onto gratitude and let some hope stay.. Rest would pass like all those summery nights of May.. But morning glow doesn't last till the end of the day.. Darkness accumulating with each second on the way.. Rustling leaves and glittery flowers do not feel gay.. Shining moon light and star strewn sky's delight too go astray.. How can a single mistake be so hard to let go.. Foregoing all the rest that was not followed by woe.. Blowing winds hurl when the flame is burning low.. Extinguishing all hopes for the path ahead real slow..

Flimsy bubbles of moments galore.. Sheer beauty of that happiness pure.. Could not relive that past any more.. still you found place within my snores.. It were the places you never could visit.. Running after me like on the ground of cricket.. With no concern at all for the illicit.. finally you were what i was missing.. Meeting my friends and removing your shell.. Talking from palmistry to Nobels.. Greeting me with a goodbye flying kiss.. forming an amber in my mind's abyss..