Finding a new melody

This is how all the notes were stolen..
Leaving only a long silence of the unkown..

I can feel the depth missing from my words..
When I should be glad of getting over you..
I feel sad for not seeing us together..
Just like all other stories that were cut short..
Ours too was over too soon..

Even if the pain could be weighed..
I would still never let you stay..
I'd keep on sifting through my soul..
Looking for answers to all those whys..

I'd get over my happiness sooner than the gloom..
Reminding how I longed for it to come..
In hope of it being followed by the embrace of love..
Forgetting despair and suffering is not alike for all..

Blaming myself would not make it better..
Acceptance of what it is and letting go of fear of the future..
Is the only way to thrust forward in a world of pretence..
Success and failure too aren't alike for all..

Stand up to strike a new melody..
The mind needs resting not death this soon..
Especially when I only had found my voice..
And had come this far from what I hadn't meant to be.